so take me______and break me

the HOSTAGE hero

2005-10-05T04:44:16Z

my band recorded 2 songs on sunday.
the quality is pretty good.
check us out and stuff, eh?
all this band stuff is so exciting.
for me and all the bandmates.
here's something cool to click on:

I PLAYED FRISBEE WITH THE BLOOD BROTHERS

2005-09-28T17:28:41Z

so i went to atlantic city yesterday with mike and tara. we went to the house of blues to see mewithoutyou and dredg and blood brothers and coheed. THIS CONCERT WAS AMAZING.

MEWITHOUTYOU was good even though we missed half their set and watched them play only like, two and a half songs. there was this weird girl dancing in place to them, all by herself. i laughed.

DREDG was pretty amazing. i was surprised to how good they are. they use this weird instrument with strings, but i dono what it's called. and then when they finished, the drummer was still playing and the pieces of the set were being taken away as he played and when there was nothing left, he was playing the keyboard which was amazing and it meant that he played drums and keyboard throughout the entire set. amazing band.

BLOOD BROTHERS was why i went to this show. they were simply fucking amazing, even though they played two back to back chill songs (wolf party and crimes), so it was like pretty dead but still amazing. I LOVE THEM. the pit was so fun. also, gay coheed fans were booing them and it pissed me off, a lot. some guy almost fought mike because mike told him "fuck you" because he was booing blood brothers. fun stuff.

COHEED AND CAMBRIA was awesome. the crowd was so big and there was so much pushing going on. even though coheed played a LOT of their new songs, they still put on an amazing show. claudio and his hair is so cool. at the end of their set, they played this long ass jam session and it was pretty sweet with all the solos and stuff. claudio played a solo with the guitar behing his back and then he played with his teeth. good styff.

after it was all finished, tara, mike, nick, his sister and i went to the tour busses and waited to meet someone. some gay kids showed up for the same reason and they were so gay. so cody from blood brothers comes out of the bus and comes to us, signs our shit and we just chill with him and talk and shit. i dono how, but we were talking about ultimate frisbee and one of the gay kids asked if he had one and he did, so he went to the bus to get it. we all moved to an empty lot across the street and spread out into a big circle and threw it to each other. it was like 10 of us playing frisbee with cody from blood brothers. it was pretty fucking amazing. after a little bit, JORDAN FROM BLOOD BROTHERS comes out of the bus and joins in our little frisbee session. we all go to him, he signs our shit and we continue playing. we played for like half an hour and it was awesome. we finished, said good night and thanks and whatever and then tara, mike and i went to micky d's and ate some burgers. then we went to tara's grandma's house and slept over.

i woke up at like, 9:30 this morning and tara made us all eggs and sausage for breakfast. we left at like 10:15 and stopped at the beach and took some cool picsss. i just got back like, a half hour ago and now i'm here.

I'M DONE, BYE.

oh, and i met and shook hands with travis from coheed too. it was cool.

saturday was the best

2005-09-18T15:42:56Z

woke up at like 10:00,
got all showered and dressed.
waited for tara and
she picked me up at like, 11:30
picked up sam and xmikex,
got to bloomfield ave cafe
waited in line for a couple minutes,
got inside and met craig and jason
from the fucking chiodos,
and got their autographs.
then i bought a sweet ass chiodos shirt,
it's yellow and cool.
watched some cool bands,
then rocked out and danced
to the fall of troy and chiodos.
it was AMAZING.

i had work at 6 and i was like 20 minutes late.
but whatever, it's all cool.
i got out at like 10:30, aj picked me up.
went to tara's and partied the night away.
woke up with a hangover this morning at like, 10.
dave picked me and kevin up and brought us home.
now i have band practice in a half hour.
can't wait.

who's going to the garfield expo today?
anyone? it might be cool. i might go?

i'm grounded but not really

2005-09-12T02:48:52Z

so i come home at like 3:30 last night and my mom comes upstairs, and finds out i'm drunk, which i was. so she gets all mad and shit like that, but whatever. she didn't let me have band practice today. :( she pissed me off a whole lot, but it's all cooled down.

oh, and friday was the #12 show which was fucking amazing. some gay metal bands ruined the show sorta by throwing glitter and popsicle sticks and string everywhere. they sucked toom but whatever. norman bates kicked a lot of ass, and most of all was #12. i was singing into the mic, while they were on. jase pretty much gave me the mic and it was fucking amazing. i love seeing #12, they rock my world.

anyway ya, i'm done and gonna go to sleep or something, good night kids.

it's been a while again, eh?

2005-08-29T00:06:14Z

so i've been good. been chillzaing with all my homies a lot. you know who you are. friday was the elmwood park show. the medic rocked so hard. after the show, aj, kevin, sam, and i went to sarah's house for a sweet ass party. around 10-15 kids were there, but it was still really fucking cool. beer pong tournies, trampoline, liquor and everything else. i woke up the next morning at aj's and went straight to my house for band practice, so that was fun. we had another practice today for like, 4 hours. this is what we have so far: one song is completely finished with lyrics, the second song needs lyrics and a bit of editting with the verses, the 3rd song we didn't finish half of it and the 4th is practically done, so yaa! october is the month of shows for us. :)

i'll ttyl, kids. bye.

hmm, this will be lods of fun

2005-08-19T21:35:42Z

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

that was a hoot!

2005-08-15T09:28:53Z

goddamn, warped tour kicked ass. it kicked MAJOR ass. i woke up at 8:30 and tom came over at 9:00 and we were picked up by aj at 9:45 and it was me, tom, tara, dave, brittany and mike in the car. we watched family guy and it was awesome. only dave, tara, mike and i went to the warped tour while aj went to his aunt's house or something with britt and mike.

SO much traffic. like, it was insane. we get out of the car and walk like a mile to destination warped tour. it was so ridiculously hot and humid the WHOLE day. my face is all burned up and red and so are my arms. but it's cool, it was all worth it. now lemme break it down for you, band by band and all.

GREELEY ESTATES - first band we saw and they were incredible as always. such good stage presence, and tara's in love with ryan, the singer.

then we met up with ant and kristen, and went and saw my chemical romance. it was gay though, i hate them.

CIRCA SURVIVE - antony green was amazing. his voice sounds EXACTLY like the cd. i had a good time watching them. sam, brian, alisa, emily, jon, danielle, kenny, meghan, allison, jen, and jay were already there. while circa was playing, a monarch butterfly was flying in front of the stage and over the band, so i thought that was pretty damn cool. then tara, tom, jon, and i left after like, 4 songs and went to the stage where MAE was playing.

MAE - this band is one of the reasons why i went to warped tour. they were absolutely AMAZING and i was glad to hear songs from BOTH cd's. the bald guy gets so hardcore while he plays the keyboards. he gets all red and looks like he's about to kill. it's cool though, they were amazing and i love them. kenny and meghan met up with us in the crowd, but then kenny, danielle and jon left to see MY AMERICAN HEART, who didn't even play because their singer never showed up. and tom just disappeared. so MAE finished and tara, meghan and i went passed the stage where atreyu played. i regret not going to that stage for atreyu. i woulda had an awesome time in the pit/crowd. whatever though.

A THORN FOR EVERY HEART - they were REALLY good. i was up front for them and had an awesome time watching them. this stage was where i met back up with dave and tom and anthony and mike donnetz. so this band did good and ya, they rawk. oh, and the singer had like, spit hanging off his chin for the whole last song, lolz. we stayed at the stage after they finished because EMERY was gonna come on after them.

EMERY - AMAZING. they played really good. all of them had like a hawaiian vacation theme thing going. all of them wearing tropical button-up shirts and those hawaiian necklaces. it was good stuff, though me and tom left after the 4th or 5th song and went to the main stage to what we though was gonna be SAOSIN. instead, we saw SENSES FAIL.

SENSES FAIL - the crowd was HUGE and me and tom had a good time listening to our old favorites. i was singing along to all the songs. this is like, the only band that i know EVERY lyric to. as much as i hate them now, i cant their lyrics outta my head. so ya, we chilled in the senses fail crowd and then waited a while for SAOSIN.

SAOSIN - this band was pretty much the grand finale and boy, oh boy, was it awesome. SAOSIN certianly brings the mosh, woot woot. it was still only tom and i but we miraculously met up with danielle too, and we went all the way to the front for SAOSIN and had a grand 'ol time. i crowdsurfed like, 5 times and i loved it. the 5th time i crowdsurfed, out of NOWHERE, joe coke was pulling on my while i was in the air and he's like "OMG, ADAM, IS THAT YOU?! OMGOMG, ADAM!". so ya, that was cool. i saw mary, eric and joe coke and then we all met up with the people we came with and tara, tom, dave and i walked back to the street where aj picked us up.

i missed boys night out, atreyu, funeral for a friend, and bleed the dream :(

this pretty much wraps up the whole day for me. this was my first warped tour and it was simply amazing! i totally did NOT intend on going, but thanks to meghan, even though i didn't buy the tickets from her (i bought them at the place), she got me to go. i cannot wait for next year. i need to sleep now, good night.

so ya, what up

2005-08-08T03:57:55Z

it's been a while, right? it has. and i STILL didn't get my fucking phone. i've had my piece of shit phone with the cracked screen and missing antennae for about 3 months now. and every time i go to the verizon store, they keep pushing me back, like they don't wanna give me a damn phone. but i think i DEFINETELY will get my new phone on the 18th of august. i'm gonna kill a nig if i don't.

hmm, what else? ohh, yaaa, i fucked up. like TOTALLY fucked up. i totally fucked up in the "girls department". biggest regret, and it's only a regret because i know i coulda done something but i didn't. i just like her so much. anyway, it's too late and i dono what to expect from this situation anymore. hard to give up, it's like i don't want to. but fuck, i dono. i fucked up. :/

hmm, anything else? nah not really. just been hanging out and shit. went to a folly show about a week ago and it was simply frikkin' AMAZING. what an awesome show that was. ah, i guess i'm done.

'till next time, kiddies. byebye.

i'm lazy and stuff.

2005-07-27T19:39:34Z

so this past weekend was fucking amazing.

saturday - party at tara's, with meghan, bart, mike, dave, aj, kev, sam, and tara.

sunday - GREYSTONE DOMINATION with meghan, kenny, tara, sal, mike.

monday - band practice and then, swimming at kristen's and ant's.

tuesday - i drove to ikea with my dad. and then we had a celebration at applebee's for mike donnitz's birthday. joe coke, allison, jen, mike mulvaney, aj, meghan, kenny, mike donnitz, jay, sam and tara all went. then afterwards, meghan, aj, tara, sam, mike donnitz and i all went to the EP diner and had awesome conversations about old school tv shows and books. it was awesome. kenny was there too but he left early.

today - i woke up at 12 and had band practice again. we recorded a rough copy, so if you want to hear it, message me through aim or through comments or something. it's pretty bad quality, but if you want, ask me for it! and then i'm gonna drive down to verizon with my dad and get my new phone!!!! WOOOOO!!!!

that's all, folks.

it's been a while, eh?

2005-07-21T06:10:22Z

so i think i wanna write in my livejournal today. it's been like, 3 years, seriously. not too much has been going on. friday, i took my first 2 hours of driving with the driving school and then i went to the number 12 show, had a lot of fun. saturday i had band practice i think, then i forget what i did later that day/night. sunday, i took my next 2 hours of driving with the driving teacher and then, i went to dave's and watched family guy and andy milonakis, with the crew. monday, i took my last 2 hours with the driving school and finally got my permit!!! and then i went to guitar center with dave, britt, aj, and kev and just browsed around and then we went to the mall and met up with some cool cats, and chilled. tuesday i went to the movie theatre with aj, dave, britt, kev, ant and kristen and watched charlie and the chocolate factory and i just gotta say what an amazing movie that was. it was AWESOME. will wonka was so sarcastic and weird and i loved him. johnny depp did an awesome job. then finally, today, i drove to a&p with my mom and she was going all crazy because she thinks i'm gonna crash and shit, but everything was fine. driving is so fun. later on, i went to the mall with aj and kev and met up with mike and just chilled, walked around. then we met up with meghan, kenny, tara and john and we all went to tower records just because we had nothing better to do. we stayed there for a while and then decided to go to friendly's. and boy, we had a lot of fun there. everyone was laughing and having a good time. meghan told our waiter that it was my birthday so a few minutes later, the whole friendly's crew comes out and sings me a friendly's birthday song and they give me a plate with a lot of whipped cream on it and a couple cherries, and a candle. it was good too, cause i didn't buy any other kinda food. except water, but that comes free. so the i come home and i find the new harry potter book on my desk along with the da vinci code. my dad bought both for me. i need to get started with the new harry potter and catch up with meghan. she's like, practically done and we're supposed to share our ideas on the book! today was a really cool day. and ya, i think i'm done. 'till next time, kids. be sure to wear condoms. <3

i like music. let's play some.

2005-07-10T20:25:20Z

biggest events since i last updated:
-hight times and fireworks in garfield on fourth of july
-went to wildwood with aj and kev for like, 2 days and a night.
-yesterday i got my double bass pedal! iron cobra, rawr!

that's it, folks. love all of you, byebye.

it's wednesday? wow.

2005-06-29T22:34:40Z

so like, i been chilling and stuff.
last night i went to hollie's casa,
and it was simply amazing.
i got home late and stuff.
bro opened the front door,
so i didn't get in trouble.
i'm gonna watch war of the worlds tonight.
should be a very good movie.
talk to you cool cats later. <33

i'm bored and tired, and it's sunday.

2005-06-26T17:06:31Z

so last night aj, kevin, vicky and i
went to the mall to meet a bunch of people.
barty, mike, lisa, sal, tara, kenny, meghan were there.
so we chilled, ate sushi and what not.
then annamarie, brittany, laura and dave came.
we walked to the parking lot. everyone got into a car.
there were three all together. three cars.
and we were off! we drove about 45 minutes? to west milford.
we stopped at a scary gas station. stole some stuff.
asked for directions and what not to demon's alley.
we go back into the cars and go up this random road.
we park our cars, hop over a fence and walk for a while.
we see a house. a spooky house, but not demon's alley house.
we walk and we encounter this huge field. and there were
SOOO many fireflies just flashing on and off non-stop.
it was all dark and all we saw were these tiny little lights
flashing on and off and it was REALLY REALLY cool.
the whole field (there were trees and stuff) was glittering
with these damn bugs. it was seriously really pretty and shit.
so we walked and found nothing, so we walked back to our cars
and took a different direction, but found nothing and then
we went another different direction but found nothing.
we got into our cars and went to clinton road.
we drove down it for a while. (it's a really ong road)
we came back down it the second time and parked
in a some kinda parking space and just chilled.
me, sal, barty and mike went up this cool trail,
and we went about 25 feet into the woods.
we decided to scare everyone at the cars,
so mike ran back down the trail, screaming that he saw people.
and me sal and barty stayed up there, laughing silently.
after a couple seconds, we ran back down the trail, screaming and stuff
and EVERYONE ran frantically to their cars and it was SO funny.
sal, barty, mike and i were the only ones not in a car.
we all started laughing and then everyone was like, "you guys suck".
it was so perfect. so everyone came back outside of their cars.
so then, this random car came down the road and parked into parking space
that we were in. we all got scared and ran into our cars.
but then, we found out they were just some kids, looking for an adventure.
they were pretty cool. sal, mike, barty, these three kids and i went down
a a different path and walked about 40 feet into the woods. we saw nothing,
so we walked back, and this time, the three kids, sal and i walked into
the other side of the woods. the same trail that we used to scare everyone.
this time we walked about a half mile or 3 quarters of a mile into these woods.
it was really dark, but we had flashlights.
we came to the point where it was DEAD silence. we were so deep in there.
and the trail went on FOREVER. nothing was happening, so we went back.
we were gone for about 20 minutes. and i could hear my name being screamed.
haha, my friends care about me after all. :)
so we decided to try and scare them again. so the one kid that we didn't know,
he ran down the trail, into his car and just drove as fast as possible down the street.
we stayed up there for a couple seconds and then came screaming down.
it didn't work too well though. no one was too scared. cause we already did it once.
so we all went back into our cars, said bye to the stranger kids and went home.
stopped at a diner and ate and then i went to sleep in my house. :)

wow, i didn't mean this entry to be this long.

i have work soon. sad face goes here

2005-06-22T17:44:24Z

so i just got back from school.
argued with my mom like, a LOT.
polish moms suck so much.

big highlights since i last wrote was:
MONDAY we went to hooters for britt's birthday.
she turned 17 and all. SO many people went.
i don't have time to name everyone, cause i got work soon.
but there were like 30 kids at hooters, just for britt.
it was pretty awesome. i had a fun time.

ok, work for adam!
ttyl, my loves.

i love new jersey.

2005-06-19T18:19:28Z

i love the suspense that weird NJ brings.
it's awesome.

bart, aj, mike, tara, sam, kenny, sal, john, meghan and i
went to some old, abandoned, rundown school or mental institution?
i dono what it was, but i'm thinking it was more of a school.
it was in belleville. and it's actually not even on the weirdnj site.
so we went inside, after picking up pipes, sticks and other weapons.
a bunch of us had flashlights and we did the buddy system.
so we entered and went down a bunch of hallways,
went up a bunch of stairs and we basically covered two floors of the building.
we were gonna go up to the third floor, but there was a pentagram on the wall,
by the third floor staircase, so we're like, "FUCK THAT."
we were gonna go down to the basement, but it smelled so rotten and mildewish.
so we're like, "ya, FUCK THAT."
the first 3-4 minutes upon entering the bulding was scary.
after that, i got pretty used to the atmosphere.
no ghosts popped out at us. no one came close to dying,
so it wasn't as exciting as i thought. still very cool though.
also, when we were on the second floor, we looked out the window,
and saw a cop car with a searchlight flashing on the windows.
we took cover for about 5 minutes and the cop went away.
that was probably the only scariest part of the whole thing.
we left, jumping and going under a fence. boy, it was cool.
oh and then we went to dunkin' donuts for a while
and then to white castle in clifton and it was fuckin' awesome.
food fights, moshing, chilling, having a good time.
i love my friends. they keep me sane.

i hope i do something fun today. ttyl, kids. <3

welcome back, adam.

2005-06-13T03:16:11Z

it's been a while.
not much has happened really.
yesterday, i went to meghan's sweet sixteen.
it was pretty amazing. everyone was there.
always good times with friends. always.
bart, let's get more cake?

so after the birthday bash, i went to aj's house.
it was me, annamarie, lisa, bart, dave, britt, aj and sam.
the people i have just named were in aj's pool.
tara and her friend mike who is now my friend were there too.
but they didn't go into the pool. alli didn't go in either.
it was cool as heck though. i love the pool and swimming.

so we went to the parkway diner afterwards, and had many good laughs.
it was so funny, hah. i won't explain, but we were laughing a lot.
and i saw the singer from #12 in the smoking section. the blonde one.
it was cool, and now i'm gonna watch catch me if you can
so i'll talk to you later, friends.

good niiight.

i'm not sick anymore!

2005-06-05T17:36:20Z

so i went down the shore last night.
with aj, dave, kev, brittany and alli.
we just walked around the boardwalk,
went down to the actual shore,
and walked along the beach.
we had a good time, just chilling.
took lots of pictures,
pushed each other into the water.

so,we went back onto the boardwalk after a while.
bought some french fries and a pretzel.
met this REALLY cool drunk guy.
he was like 26 years old.
and he was really awesome.
he was telling us how drugs are good.
and he convinced us to try shrooms.
and now, we definetley are gonna try 'em.
but he was all cool about.
he was talking to us like some drunk guy,
he was being totally serious,
and he was just really cool.
so he was telling us about all these drugs,
what to do and what not to do.
he's done every drug out there,
so he knows his stuff.
hahah, i love the beach.

oh, it was point pleasant beach.
ok, byebye kids.

chloraseptic is my hero.

2005-06-02T03:41:38Z

well, i'm sick. so far my throat hurts REALLY bad.
and i do feel like, woozy and y'know, that sick feeling.

yesterday, i hung with the meghan way, FINALLY.
it was pretty awesome. we went to my jazz band show.
lol, i think meghan has a think for robbie, the other drummer.
it was cool times.

who's going to bergen teen arts festival this friday?
I AM! and i'm gonna play a show there with my jazz band. :)

for now, good night, dears.

i have school in about 5 hours. insert sad face here

2005-05-27T06:20:01Z

i watched full metal jacket last night.
and it's such a great fuckin' movie.
watch it one day! or who wants to come over?
and watch it. cause i'll watch it again.
it's THAT good, ya.

so i had no school today.
my mom let me stay home,
cause my school went on a trip.
i woke up at three. THREE O' CLOCK.
did nothing until around 6, i went to verizon.
waited for 2 hours to only find out i have to wait.
i have to wait 'til june 18th to get a new phone
it'll be a cool camera phone. :)

after that, i came home. my dad bought me mcdonald's.
i ate it, and spilled ketchup AND barbecue sauce on my jeans.
whatever though. they'll be washed soon.

after that, aj picked me up and we went to his house.
he got ready and shit, and we drove over to the park.
had a cigarette and just chilled on the swings, talking.
we were waiting for mike, vicky, and jen to get to the diner.
and aj's a cool as hell kid. he definetley is.
so they got there, called us and then we went there.
we hung out. i spilled water all over my phone and table.
i'm lucky i didn't get my new phone today, right? yaa.

i have to make another in-depth entry soon.
i like writing them. i like to write about life.
and it's many, many flaws. good night, kiddies. <3

parkway diner > EP diner

2005-05-24T04:36:23Z

so i come back from a gay day of school.
i eat some food, and go on the computer.
bart comes over and shit,
and he bring a bunch of videogames.
we played time splitters. WE WERE ON THE SAME TEAM.
and we owned every bad guy out there, it was awesome.
so bart takes a nap on my couch while i'm on the computer.
aj comes by a bit later on and we all chill in my house.
bart wakes up and goes on the computer.
i go on the couch and take a nap. and so does aj.
(we weren't next to each other, lolz)
so we all get our fair share of sleep. it was nice.

so we go to belmont park in garfield after our naps.
we chill there for a while, talking and swinigng on the swings.
and then we go to a&p to buy food.
i buy like, 3 bags of chips, dip, a lot of soda, and straws.
i'm gonna keep all this stuff at my house so i can feed my guests.
people who come over always complain because there's never any food.

so after that, we go to the parkway diner.
each of us gets a cup of soup. and bread.
cream of mushroom is by far the BEST soup, EVER.
gawd, it tastes like heaven. and heaven tastes REALLY good.
we drop barty off. i get dropped off. at around 11:30.
and now i'm here, at home, writing in my livejournal.

i'm still in a very happy and good mood.
thanks to a certain somone. <3

my weekend was better than yours!

2005-05-23T05:14:27Z

let's see. on friday, went to the archer hall show.
escape engine and the sleeping definetley tore it up.
i love 'em so much, they rawked. i went insane.
i bought a shirt. the sleeping shirt. that says:
"if your heart was broken, you'd be dead" and it's cool.
then i went to the diner with alice, alli, dave, aj, and sara.

on saturday, i had work from 2 to 6. i've been working mad a lot.
then i went to the mall. and a whole bucnh of people were there.
barty and i went to the boy's section in old navy and stole a few shirts.
we got these sweet as hell camouflage shirts. they're so cool.
i got gray camo, and he got green camo. you're jealous!
barty and i alsohad a very romantic dinner at mcdonald's.
i watched phantom of the opera later that night, at dave's.
that is such a sweet movie/story. i wanna see the play so bad.
who wants to come with me and watch it in the summer?

so today, i had work again. from 10 to 1. my boss gave me food.
he always gives me food. every now and then.
today he gave me a tray ofroasted potatoes. they're really good. DUHHH.
so after work i showered and got all dressed up.
later on, dave, aj, brittany, danielle, and alli all went to the zoo.
the vansaun park zoo is pretty cool. so many aminals.
it sucked though, cause it was so rainy and we were all wet.
but i got sweet ass pictures of all the goat, peacocks, bull and monkies!
so we go to diner again after that and then to dave's house.
we chilled for a while. tried to watch the movie "seven",
but no one payed attention. so we watched some aquateen hungerforce!

and now i'm home, writing in my livejournal.
bart thinks i'm "mad" emo. i think i am. i think everyone is.

oh, and now, i have moved one step ahead.
i still have that crush. but now i feel 4th grade-ish.
i love it too!!! <3

good night, ladies and gents.

revenge of the fucking sith, dude.

2005-05-20T05:11:26Z

ya, that was an awesome movie.
star wars episode III: REVENGE OF THE SITH.
call me a nerd all you want. i LOVE star wars.
i finally know the full story. all 6 star wars movies.
i'm gonna watch episodes 4, 5 and 6 soon.
just so my memory can be refreshed.
who wants to watch it with me, hm?

well what else happened.
oh, the inside screen of my phone cracked/broke/whatever.
so there's this huge orange/black blotch in the middle of my screen.
i can still receieve and make calls. but i can't see who it is.
and i can't read texts. and i can't send texts. cause i can't see anything!
damnit, this sucks, i need a new phone.

life has been on the positive side for me lately.
things are going the way i want them to.
hahah, man it's good to be alive. :)
i have a crush. and i feel so 3rd grade-ish.

you set my wings ablaze, dudette.

2005-05-17T05:08:13Z

i like to read.
perks was good.
now i'm reading a book called "dogrun"
it should be good. alli has the best books.

seems like things are gonna stay the way they are.
no one can change anything back to the way it once was.
i guess i'm fine with the way things are now.
although i do have problems that i don't want with some people.
and by some people, i really mean one person.
oh well. other than that, life is good.

is change good or bad?

2005-05-15T08:09:24Z

it's funny how one dramatic event, leads to more dramatic events which lead to disaster. one person changes, and then one by one, friends change and everything gets fucked up. life isn't the way it used to be. i miss the good ol' garfield days. from around september '04 to the end of february was the best months, days, hours of my life. i'll probably be saying that 6 months from now, about my latest 6 months. but i dono, it's beena short, but great life. it's like i change and my friends change and my life changes as i move ahead through the months.

i was riding in aj's car the other day
it said 11:11 on his clock in his car.
we just turned on feverfew.
aj told me to make a wish, cause it was 11:11.
i think of a good wish, looking away from the clock.
i get the wish and make it.
i look back at the clock and it says 11:12.
and i still wonder if my wish still counts.
was i too late? i dono. who knows?
whatever though, there are plenty of 11:11's out there.
my wish was a good one.
but i can't tell you, cause then it won't come true!

hmmm, i dono.

2005-05-13T06:34:22Z

oooooo, it's friday the 13th!
scary? not really..
unlucky? not yet atleast.

well today i had half a day in school,
so after school, i went to taco bell,
with tom and cory. i ate tacos there.
kenjen called me.
he was was telling me a crazy story.
he and his friend were handling a shotgun,
in kenjen's house (his dad's).
they thought it wasn't loaded.
kenjen i guess pulls the trigger
and almost kills his friend, john.
there's a big hole in his floor now.
crazy, hm?

so after that, i worked for like, 2 hours.
i came back and alisa came over.
chilled for a while, then dave picked us up.
we went to alli's house and watched the oc.
it's a good show, it really is.
so ya, we had tons of fun i guess.
just chillaxing at her house.
brittany came later on, so that was cool.
we left and stuff and brought brittany home, then alisa.
now i'm home, reading "the perks of being a wallflower"
great book. ya, that's right, I READ.
reading is healthy.

hm, is life good? i wouldn't know.